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hello hello

sorry for the terrible last post. and the incredibly long hiatus, i was determined never to blog again, but i came accross some wonderful writing and felt had to take it out sumwhere so i am back, for better maybe, we'll just have to wait and watch!

well after that post, i have basically been ok, mood swings and all but all in all same old me(yes back with janakki and basanti)!

well not much to tell rite now but i leave u with this,


Could fulfillment ever be felt as deeply as loss? Romantically she decided that love must surely reside in the gap between desire and fulfillment, in the lack, not the contentment. Love was the ache, the anticipation, the retreat, everything around it but the emotion itself.

hmmmmmmm....

life sucks, people suck and sumtimes so do i!

well i dunno feel ewwwww today,dont like neone, nething and newhere!.................i think i shud just stop.......stop everything, let life take me whereevr it is that i shud be, i shud stop running......running away from things, running towards things, running to keep up wih ppl, running to fit in............................................so i BELIEVE strongly that i should/must/ought to STOP!!!!!!

maybe i should top talking and bugging people(one for sure), it doesnt feel nice, it feels like imposing myself on others and besides i m too sick of the feeling that i need others and thats it, it hardly ever gets reciprocated so its bad when ppl u EXPECT will reciprocate dont.......................EXPECT yep thats the word!..........THE word, well stupid lil word that takes away ur SHANTI, i mean the moment you start expecting things from ppl, it is then that u blame urself for THEM not reciprocating, its CRAAAAAZY!

so today in short, i hate…

paglaaye gayein hain ka?

saadar pranaam, hum blogging ke WUNDERRRRPHULLL WORLD meing prasthaan kar chuke hain, aasa kartein hain ki sab kusal mangal hai.............................he he, pandey-itis ho gaya hai muujhe.........................can u smell the PAAN yet???..........well i definitely cud, in pandey sir's class today despite sitting atleast 4-5 rows peeche, uffffffffffffffff!
well i now have reason too believe that, that paan must have therapeutic properties, it increases pandey sirs IQ(?????).......and it cures ankur's headache!, i mean one minute the guy is dying of a headache, enter mr.pandey and miraculously ankur-ji recovers, so much so that he is fit not only to study but also to make fun of the reverend mr.pandey.....i mean that is PHUNTAAAAAAASHTIC!!!(well i hope it was the paan.........)pandey ji's ek GHANTI ki kilaas was shuperrr duperr gireat, he gave a lecture on GANDHI JI and aadhyaatma(spirituality for all the angrejis out there), he said that gandhiji once wrote sumthing…

he he heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hullo hullo all the wunderrrful people out there!!.........ok sry for the very radio jockey type start( copied from lage raho munnabhai).............but still jumpy jumpy today.....since i did not login yesterday,lemme tell u abt yesterday first, actually nuthing much to say tho, was a gud day i was psyched abt going to ATTA with proper permission, kept jumping up and down abt it, well nuthing great but i went there and after all the enjoyment and a sugary sugary doughnut, i went and fell down (neva gonna let u know where or how!!!!!).....well that was it abt yesterday, today was gud too........jumped aroud a little bit, pandey sir took a "do GHANTI" ki class today(his words not mine!).......priya ji obliged us by getting a phone finalllllly!.............ankur created a new record yesterday by changing 3 shirts in a day, crazy man,bathes in the break and shaves at noon, verrry wierd.

akhil, da great , says that i shudnt write everything here, ya like i am a part of some top s…

hello ji.........................

well hello, having been unable to log on yesterday owing to my amaaaaaaaJing net connxion , i am here today,besides there wasnt really nething to write abt yesterday, not that i really need a topic to talk abt......but still being the courteous LADY that i am , i found it necessary to apologise and keep u informed of my itenerary......ehem ehem, too much modesty i suppose.

well lets see now, as usual no topic to chatter on and on abt, but i shall keep going , well so wat exactly did i do today................hmmmmmm nuthing much,went to college( strictly for the attendance and frenz yaaar).......it was fun buggedishan and ankur and pri and.. and yeah tricked ashish into letting me make lil lil braids and in short ruining his RESHMI KAALE AAKARSHAK baal!......so that was fun, whereas usual passing chits in the LS class, when a wierdo comment made by an esteemed member of THE TROIKA really kinda crazzzy upset me, so saddy saddy after that, well mood came back to normal afer a visit to th…

ehem ehem..............

well hello hello,
i certainly hope ur day much better than mine, that includes today and yesterday, today not so much , yesterday completely.....................

so lemme start by describing my dear AMITY's wunderrfull fest and esp the TREASURE HUNT.................ehem ehem...............well lets see we went, and all we saw were a stage and lotsa speakers( the best part is the comperes had no mics, but still the stagefull of speakers).....in short it was like a 3rd rate bhayya ji wedding party!(no offence)

well the treasure hunt was really ill organised and we had to run arnd the place and thats abt it.............................poor ishan, now BOTH his legs are hurt.....:(.........well then we finally gave up on this thing and i roamed arnd a lil bit while akhilaggapa went and watched APOCALYPTO, which according to them was genius, well i dnt see why guys find these sorta bloodshed movies interesting.......huh, no use !

well since these days have no life to speak off, i came and …

Love ke liye kucch bhi karega...........???

love and all, a topic i am more than happy to stay away from................. i dunno sumtimes, at least!!!

being the person that i am , cant help thinking abt it all................dude!!!! its too confusing yaar, see when u arent in a relantionship and all, u really dont get wat all the fuss is abt, abt why ppl talk to each other at 3 in the morning when they know they've got work at 7, why ppl go all sacrificy( if thats a word).............they say its LOVE, really?............dunno maybe.......they say its wat makes u understand the love songs , thats wat maks u see and understand the colours of the rainbow, thats wat puts the magic in the rain.....................u cry for no reason, u laugh for no reason....................u just feel happy being around him........aaaaarghhhhhhh, in short it just makes u crazy!

see if u spend ur life thinking that u are really mature,practical and logical, then my dear, u just havent met the right person who makes u goes weak in da knees,i kno…

salaam namastey!!!!

well hello , yes its been a longggg time, 2 months to be precise, and yes i am back with the promise that i wont dissappear only to come back and cry about things.

as u know, since i cant get enuf of bugging ppl, added a vast number of ppl( and edited a few) to my list of ppl whom i must bUg perenially, just coz i lovee it, latest addition being the nanotech gang in the class, fun ppl, really sweet, great company and not the APNE HUEY PARAYE TYPES( dnt ask, lotsa thse kinda ppl around these days...........)!!!!

then theres always the troika of budhakhilagappa(please aagain, DONT ASK!!)......still eating ankur's head, and priya,my lovely is always there. coming up with lots of nicknames for people around me, akhilese for akhil and so on, and in vain have been given a few myself..............janakki, basanti to name a few, well theres ccpi and now ishans golu for some odd reason, he says that talking's good coz that way atleast i dont bore myself( the others maybe , but never mys…