Monday, April 16, 2007

well........

and as for you, my love of many years,
who are so fine, quiet and unobsessed,
i wish you what you have already, rest
of spirit. to you memory appears
too little worth analysis or tears.
in my heart too i will it not to last,
nor do i wish that when the moonlight sears
it should inveigle you into the past.

Monday, April 9, 2007

across.....

Across these miles i wish you well.
May nothing haunt your heart but sleep.
May you not sense what i don't tell.
May you not dream,or doubt, or weep.
May what my pen this peace less day
writes on this page not reach your view
till its deferred print lets you say
it speaks to someone else than you.

Saturday, April 7, 2007

those days..........

Dear A.,

"Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name. And, someone asked if I knew you. Looking away I thought of all the times we had together; sharing laughter, tears, jokes and tons more. And then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for an answer, and then said softly, 'Once...I thought I did.'"


now i sit here wondering, how we ever got here??...............how yesterday took such a tragic turn that left our lives disconnected, forever maybe..............as much as i love you, i wish we never turn around and meet again, NEVER.........maybe thats how it should be, thats how it was meant to be.............i wonder if i shud have told u,but then shud i have.....if it was supposed to be then god wudnt have brought HER into ur life..............

so today i say gudbye..................hope u have a great life and hopefully i do too.

love,
S.

Friday, April 6, 2007

.........................

Half out of sleep I watch your sleeping face.
Behind your eyelids' restlessness I see
A dream that waking may not quite displace.
If there were equity you'd dream of me.
equity?? really???

condition.........

I have to speak-- I must-- I should--I ought to...
I'd tell you how I love you if I thought
The world would end tomorrow afternoon.
But short of that...well, it might be too soon