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then..and NOW.......

a couple of months ago, i put up the following verse by vikram seth.....i still love it, but then i was assured that its one of those ideal things that never happen, or even if they do, then not to me.i debated the equity mentioned, for i was certain that in my case reciprocation never existed.......

"Half out of sleep I watch your sleeping face.
Behind your eyelids' restlessness I see
A dream that waking may not quite displace.
If there were equity you'd dream of me."


but now, well now now is different, unbelievably different........i know now that what i feel is reciprocated. that i wake up every morning and think about u, somewhere, u too are thinking about me.
that now i can love u knowing that u love me back.
i know love does not depend on whether or not it is mutual.but trust me, love is definitely better that way...and much easier.

so thankyou.
love,
s.

dance dance baby!!

hello........
i know i know its been sumtime and a LOT been happening so .........well i am here now na.

so i went to see this dance performance thing yesterday, kuchipudi performance....see i didnt really want to go, but had to since the oldies needed someone.... now the thing is that the lady they were going to see is someone i absolutely detest, on the only occassion that i had met her, 2 years ago, i had gone from disiking to hating her, she yells at anyone in sight and i am sure she hasnt really smiled since the 1980's................. but then i looked at her more closely, people coming and greeting her, but not a smile, just a flicker of recognition. in that one moment i saw how alone she was, what i felt for that woman then was not hate anymore but rather pity....to be surrounded by people but still be up on that pedestal, unable to connect with a single soul, to have disconected to yourself so far off from people, from life that you cant feel anything anymore, not even grie…
College….atta…..McDonald’s….great India place….Nirula’s… (People)…..CSM….atta.
A walk to remember……………………………

That’s all I am going to say, so going now, oddly intuitive that Ankur is going to put all these feelings of mine into words……what then??

Cannot say more, afraid that I’ll say too much………u figure out.

Bye

to anuj..........

And through it all
he offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call he won't
forsake me
and I'm loving angels instead


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!........life without u would be impossible, really!.love u lots!